India,too,reallymovedhim。HeadmiredtheancientbuildingsatDelhiandAgra,especiallytheTajMahal。This,hedeclared,wasreminiscentofsomeofthepalacesthatstoodatPani,thecapitalcityoftheSonsofWisdom,beforeitwasdestroyedbytheBarbarians。
TheEnglishadministrationofthecountryalsoattractedawordofpraisefromhim,Ithinkbecauseofitsratherautocraticcharacter。Indeedhewentsofarastodeclarethat,withcertainmodifications,itshouldbecontinuedinthefuture,andeventointimatethathewouldbearthematterinmind。DemocraticformsofgovernmenthadnocharmsforOro。
Amongstotherplaces,westoppedatBenaresandwatchedthefuneralritesinprogressuponthebanksoftheholyGanges。Thebearersofthedeadbroughtthebodyofawomanwrappedinaredshroudthatglitteredwithtinselornaments。Comingforwardatarunandchantingastheyran,theyplacedituponthestonesforalittlewhile,thenlifteditupagainandcarrieditdownthestepstotheedgeoftheriver。Heretheytookwaterandpoureditoverthecorpse,thusperformingtheriteofthebaptismofdeath。Thisdone,theyplaceditsfeetinthewaterandleftitlookingverysmallandlonely。Presentlyappearedatall,white—drapedwomanwhotookherstandbythebodyandwailed。Itwasthedeadone’smother。Againthebearersapproachedandlaidthecorpseupontheflamingpyre。
\"Theseritesareancient,\"saidOro。\"WhenIruledasKingoftheWorldtheywerepractisedinthisveryplace。ItispleasanttometofindsomethingthathassurvivedthechangefulnessofTime。Letitcontinuetilltheend。\"
HereIwillcease。TheseexperiencesthatIhaverecordedarebutsamples,foralsowevisitedRussiaandothercountries。
Perhaps,too,theywerenotexperiencesatall,butonlydreamsconsequentonmystateofhealth。Icannotsayforcertain,thoughmuchofwhatIseemedtoseefittedinverywellindeedwithwhatIlearnedinafterdays,andcertainlyatthetimetheyappearedasrealasthoughOroandIhadstoodtogetheruponthosevariousshores。
ChapterXXI
Love’sEternalAltarNowofallthesehappeningsIsaidverylittletoBastinandBickley。Theformerwouldnothaveunderstoodthem,andthelatterattributedwhatIdidtellhimtomentaldelusionsfollowingonmyillness。ToYvaIdidspeakaboutthem,however,imploringhertoexplaintheiroriginandtotellmewhetherornottheywerebutvisionsofthenight。
Shelistenedtome,asIthoughtnotwithoutanxiety,fromwhichIgatheredthatshetoofearedformymind。Itwasnotso,however,forshesaid:
\"Iamglad,OHumphrey,thatyourjourneyingsaredone,sincesuchthingsarenotwithoutdanger。Hewhotravelsfaroutofthebodymaychancetoreturntherenomore。\"
\"Butweretheyjourneyings,ordreams?\"Iasked。
Sheevadedadirectanswer。
\"Icannotsay。Myfatherhasgreatpowers。Idonotknowthemall。Itispossiblethattheywereneitherjourneyingsnordreams。Mayhapheusedyouasthesorcerersintheolddaysusedthemagicglass,andafterhehadputhisspelluponyou,readinyourmindthatwhichpasseselsewhere。\"
Iunderstoodhertorefertowhatwecallclairvoyance,whenthepersonentrancedrevealssecretordistantthingstotheentrancer。Thisisamoreorlessestablishedphenomenonandmuchlessmarvelousthantheactualtransportationofthespiritualselfthroughspace。OnlyIneverknewofaninstanceinwhichtheseer,onawaking,rememberedthethingsthathehadseen,asinmycase。There,however,thematterrested,orrests,forIcouldextractnothingmorefromYva,whoappearedtometohaveherordersonthepoint。
NordidOroevertalkofwhatIhadseemedtoseeinhiscompany,althoughhecontinuedfromtimetotimetovisitmeatnight。Butnowourconversationwasofothermatters。AsBastinhaddiscovered,bysomeextraordinarygifthehadsoonlearnedhowtoreadtheEnglishlanguage,althoughheneverspokeasinglewordinthattongue。Amongourreferencebooksthatwebroughtfromtheyacht,wasathinpapereditionoftheEncyclopediaBritannica,whichheborrowedwhenhediscoveredthatitcontainedcompressedinformationaboutthevariouscountriesoftheworld,alsoconcerningalmosteveryothermatter。Mybeliefisthatwithinamonthorsothatmarvelousoldmannotonlyreadthisstupendousworkfromendtoend,butthatherememberedeverythingofinterestwhichitcontained。Atleast,hewouldappearandshowthefullestacquaintancewithcertainsubjectsorplaces,seekingfurtherlightfrommeconcerningthem,whichveryoftenIwasquiteunabletogivehim。
Anaccident,asitchanced,whereofIneednotsetoutthedetails,causedmetodiscoverthathisremarkableknowledgewaslimited。Thus,atoneperiod,heknewlittleaboutanymoderntopicwhichbeganwithaletterlaterinthealphabetthan,letussay,C。AfewdaysafterwardshewasacquaintedwiththoseuptoF,orG;andsoontillhereachedZ,whenheappearedtometoknoweverything,andreturnedthebook。Now,indeed,hewasamonumentoflearning,veryancientandverynew,andwithsomeEncyclopedia—garneredfactsordeductionsofwhathadhappenedbetween。
Moreover,hetooktoastronomicalresearch,formorethanoncewesawhimstandingontherockatnightstudyingtheheavens。Ononeoftheseoccasions,whenhehadthetwometalplates,ofwhichIhavespoken,inhishands,Iventuredtoapproachandaskwhathedid。Herepliedthathewascheckinghiscalculationsthathefoundtobequitecorrect,anexactperiodoftwohundredandfiftythousandyearshavinggonebysincehelaidhimselfdowntosleep。Then,byaidoftheplates,hepointedouttomecertainalterationsthathadhappenedduringthatperiodinthepositionsofsomeofthestars。
Forinstance,heshowedmeonewhich,byhelpofmyglasses,I
recognisedasSirius,andremarkedthattwohundredandfiftythousandyearsagoitwasfurtherawayandmuchsmaller。Nowitwaspreciselyintheplaceandofthesizewhichhehadpredicted,andhepointedtoitonhispropheticmap。Againheindicatedastarthatthenight—glasstoldmewasCapella,which,Isuppose,isoneofthemostbrilliantstarsinthesky,andshowedmethatonthemaphehadmadetwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago,itdidnotexist,asthenitwastoofarnorthtoappearthereon。Still,heobserved,thepassageofthisvastperiodoftimehadproducedbutlittleeffectuponthefaceoftheheavens。Tothehumaneyethemajorityofthestarshadnotmovedsoveryfar。
\"Andyettheytravelfast,OHumphrey,\"hesaid。\"Considerthenhowgreatistheirjourneybetweenthetimetheygatherandthatdaywhen,worn—out,oncemoretheymelttovaporousgas。Youthinkmelong—livedwhocomparedtothemexistbutatinyfractionofasecond,nearlyallofwhichIhavebeendoomedtopassinsleep。And,Humphrey,Idesiretolive——I,whohavegreatplansandwouldshaketheworld。Butmydaydrawsin;afewbriefcenturiesandIshallbegone,and——whither,whither?\"
\"Ifyoulivedaslongasthosestars,theendwouldbethesame,Oro。\"
\"Yes,butthelifeofthestarsisverylong,millionsofmillionsofyears;also,afterdeath,theyreform,asotherstars。ButshallIreformasanotherOro?Withallmywisdom,I
donotknow。ItisknowntoFateonly——Fate—themasterofworldsandmenandthegodstheyworship——Fate,whomitmaypleasetospillmygatheredknowledge,tobelostinthesandsofTime。\"
\"Itseemsthatyouaregreat,\"Isaid,\"andhavelivedlongandlearnedmuch。Yettheendofitisthatyourlotisneitherworsenorbetterthanthatofuscreaturesofanhour。\"
\"Itisso,Humphrey。Presentlyyouwilldie,andwithinafewcenturiesIshalldiealsoandbeasyouare。Youbelievethatyouwillliveagaineternally。Itmaybesobecauseyoudobelieve,sinceFateallowsFaithtoshapethefuture,ifonlyforalittlewhile。ButinmeWisdomhasdestroyedFaithandthereforeImustdie。EvenifIsleepagainfortensofthousandsofyears,whatwillithelpme,seeingthatsleepisunconsciousnessandthatIshallonlywakeagaintodie,sincesleepdoesnotrestoretousouryouth?\"
Heceased,andwalkedupanddowntherockwithatroubledmien。Thenhestoodinfrontofmeandsaidinatriumphantvoice:
\"Atleast,whileIliveIwillrule,andthenletcomewhatmaycome。Iknowthatyoudonotbelieve,andthefirstvictoryofthisnewdayofmineshallbetomakeyoubelieve。Ihavegreatpowersandyoushallseethematwork,andafterwards,ifthingsgoright,rulewithmeforalittlewhile,perhaps,asthefirstofmysubjects。Hearkennow;inonesmallmattermycalculations,madesolongago,havegonewrong。Theyshowedmethatatthistimeadayofearthquakes,suchasthosethatagainandagainhaverockedandsplittheworld,wouldrecur。Butnowitseemsthatthereisanerror,atinyerrorofelevenhundredyears,whichmustgobybeforethoseearthquakescome。\"
\"Areyousure,\"Isuggestedhumbly,\"thatthereisnotalsoanerrorinthosestar—mapsyouhold?\"
\"Iamsure,Humphrey。Someday,whoknows?Youmayreturntoyourworldofmodernmenwho,Igather,haveknowledgeofthegreatscienceofastronomy。TakenowthesemapswithwhichIhavedone,andsubmitthemtothemostlearnedofthosemen,andletthemtellyouwhetherIwasrightorwronginwhatIwroteuponthismetaltwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago。Whateverelseisfalse,atleastthestarsintheirmotionscanneverdie。\"
Thenhehandedmethemapsandwasgone。Ihavethemtoday,andifeverthisbookispublished,theywillappearwithit,thatthosewhoarequalifiedmayjudgeofthemandofthetruthorotherwiseofOro’swords。
FromthatnightforwardforquitealongtimeIsawOronomore。Norindeeddidanyofus,sinceforsomereasonofhisownheforbadeustovisittheundergroundcityofNyo。Oddlyenough,however,hecommandedYvatobringdownthespaniel,Tommy,tobewithhimfromtimetotime。WhenIaskedherwhy,shesaiditwasbecausehewaslonelyanddesiredthedog’scompanionship。Itseemedtousverystrangethatthissuper—man,whohadthewisdomoftenSolomonsgatheredinonewithinhisbreast,shouldyetdesirethecompanyofalittledog。Whatthenwastheworthoflearningandlonglife,or,indeed,ofanything?
Well,Solomonhimselfaskedthequestionagessince,andcouldgivenoanswersavethatallisvanity。
InotedaboutthistimethatYvabegantogrowverysadandtroubled;indeed,lookingathersuddenlyontwoorthreeoccasions,Isawthatherbeautifuleyeswereaswimwithtears。
Also,Inotedthatalwaysasshegrewsaddershebecame,inasense,morehuman。Inthebeginningshewas,asitwere,faraway。Onecouldneverforgetthatshewasthechildofsomealienracewhoseeyeshadlookedupontheworldwhen,bycomparison,humanitywasyoung;attimes,indeed,shemighthavebeenthedenizenofanotherplanet,strayedtoearth。Althoughsheneverflauntedit,onefeltthathersimplestwordhidsecretwisdom;
thattoherbookswereopeninwhichwecouldnotread。Moreover,asIhavesaid,occasionallypowerflamedoutofher,powerthatwasbeyondourkenandunderstanding。
Yetwithallthistherewasnothingelfishabouther,nothinguncanny。Shewasalwayskind,and,aswecouldfeel,innatelygoodandgentle—hearted,justawomanmadehalf—divinebygiftsandexperiencethatotherslack。Shedidnot,evenmakeuseofherwondrousbeautytomaddenmen,asshemightwellhavedonehadshebeensominded。ItistruethatbothBastinandBickleyfellinlovewithher,butthatwasonlybecauseallwithwhomshehadtodomustloveher,andthen,whenshetoldthemthatitmightnotbe,itwasinsuchafashionthatnosorenesswasleftbehind。Theywentonlovingher,thatwasall,butasmenlovetheirsistersortheirdaughters;asweconceivethattheymayloveinthatlandwherethereisnomarryingorgivinginmarriage。
Butnow,inhersadness,shedrewevernearertous,andespeciallytomyself,moreintunewithourageandthought。Intruth,saveforherroyalandglitteringlovelinessinwhichtherewassomequalitywhichproclaimedherofanotherblood,andforthatreserveofhiddenpowerwhichattimeswouldlookoutofhereyesorbreakthroughherwords,shemightinmostwayshavebeensomesingularlygiftedandbeautifulmodernwoman。
ThetimehascomewhenImustspeakofmyrelationswithYvaandoftheirclimax。Asmayhavebeenguessed,fromthefirstI
begantoloveher。Whiletheweekswentonthatlovegrewandgrew,untilitutterlypossessedme,althoughforacertainreasonconnectedwithonedead,atfirstIfoughtagainstit。Yetitdidnotdevelopquiteinthefashionthatmighthavebeenexpected。Therewasnoblazingupofpassion’sfire;ratherwasthereanever—increasingglowoftheholiestaffection,tillatlastitbecamealampbywhichImustguidemyfeetthroughlifeanddeath。Thisloveofmineseemednotofearthbutfromthestars。AsyetIhadsaidnothingtoherofitbecauseinsomewayIfeltthatshedidnotwishmetodoso,feltalsothatshewaswellawareofallthatpassedwithinmyheart,anddesired,asitwere,togiveittimetoripenthere。Thenonedaytherecameachange,andthoughnoglanceortouchofYva’stoldmeso,IknewthatthebarsweretakendownandthatImightspeak。
Itwasanightoffullmoon。AllthatafternoonshehadbeentalkingtoBastinapart,Isupposeaboutreligion,forIsawthathehadsomebooksinhishandfromwhichhewasexpoundingsomethingtoherinhisslow,earnestway。Thenshecameandsatwithuswhilewetookoureveningmeal。IrememberthatmineconsistedofsomeoftheLife—waterwhichshehadbroughtwithherandfruit,for,asIthinkIhavesaid,Ihadacquiredherdisliketomeat,alsothatsheatesomeplantains,throwingtheskinsforTommytofetchandlaughingathisplay。Whenitwasover,BastinandBickleywentawaytogether,whetherbychanceordesignIdonotknow,andshesaidtomesuddenly:
\"Humphrey,youhaveoftenaskedmeaboutthecityPani,ofwhichalittleportionoftheruinsremainsuponthisisland,therestbeingburiedbeneaththewaters。IfyouwishIwillshowyouwhereourroyalpalacewasbeforethebarbariansdestroyeditwiththeirairships。Themoonisverybright,andbyitwecansee。\"
Inodded,for,knowingwhatshemeant,somehowIcouldnotanswerher,andwebegantheascentofthehill。Sheexplainedtometheplanofthepalacewhenwereachedtheruins,showingmewhereherownapartmentshadbeen,andtherest。Itwasverystrangetohearherquietlytellingofbuildingswhichhadstoodandofthingsthathadhappenedovertwohundredandfiftythousandyearsbefore,muchasanymodernladymightdoofahousethathadbeendestroyedamonthagobyanearthquakeoraZeppelinbomb,whileshedescribedthedetailsofadisasterwhichnowfrightenedhernomore。IthinkitwasthenthatforthefirsttimeIreallybegantobelievethatinfactYvahadlivedallthoseaeonssinceandbeenasshestillappeared。
Wepassedfromthepalacetotheruinsofthetemple,throughwhat,asshesaid,hadbeenapleasure—garden,pointingoutwhereacertainavenueofrarepalmshadgrown,downwhichonceitwasherhabittowalkinthecooloftheday。Or,rather,thereweretwoterracedtemples,onededicatedtoFatelikethatintheundergroundcityofNyo,andtheothertoLove。OfthetempletoFateshetoldmeherfatherhadbeentheHighPriest,andofthetempletoLoveshewastheHighPriestess。
ThenitwasthatIunderstoodwhyshehadbroughtmehere。
Sheledthewaytoamarbleblockcoveredwithworn—outcarvingsandalmostburiedinthedebris。This,shesaid,wasthealtarofofferings。Iaskedherwhatofferings,andsherepliedwithasmile:
\"Onlywine,tosignifythespiritoflife,andflowerstosymboliseitsfragrance,\"andshelaidherfingeronacup—likedepression,stillapparentinthemarble,intowhichthewinewaspoured。
Indeed,IgatheredthattherewasnothingcoarseorbacchanalianaboutthisworshipofaprototypeofAphrodite;onthecontrary,thatitwasmoreorlessspiritualandethereal。Wesatdownonthealtarstone。Iwonderedalittlethatsheshouldhavedoneso,butshereadmythought,andanswered:
\"Sometimeswechangeourfaiths,Humphrey,orperhapstheygrow。Also,haveInottoldyouthatsacrificeswereofferedonthisaltar?\"andshesighedandsmiled。
Idonotknowwhichwasthesweeter,thesmileorthesigh。
Welookedatthewaterglimmeringinthecraterbeneathusontheedgeofwhichwesat。Welookedatheavenaboveinwhichthegreatmoonsailedroyally。Thenwelookedintoeachother’seyes。
\"Iloveyou,\"Isaid。
\"Iknowit,\"sheansweredgently。\"Youhavelovedmefromthefirst,haveyounot?EvenwhenIlayasleepinthecoffinyoubegantoloveme,butuntilyoudreamedacertaindreamyouwouldnotadmitit。\"
\"Yva,whatwasthemeaningofthatdream?\"
\"Icannotsay,Humphrey。ButItellyouthis。Asyouwilllearnintime,onespiritmaybeclothedindifferentgarmentsoftheflesh。\"
Ididnotunderstandher,but,insomestrangeway,herwordsbroughttomymindthosethatNataliespokeatthelast,andI
answered:
\"Yva,whenmywifelaydyingshebademeseekherelsewhere,forcertainlyIshouldfindher。Doubtlessshemeantbeyondtheshoresofdeath——orperhapsshealsodreamed。\"
Shebentherhead,lookingatmeverystrangely。
\"Yourwife,too,mayhavehadthegiftofdreams,Humphrey。AsyoudreamandIdream,somayhapshedreamed。Ofdreams,then,letussaynomore,sinceIthinkthattheyhaveservedtheirpurpose,andallthreeofusunderstand。\"
ThenIstretchedoutmyarms,andnextinstantmyheadlayuponherperfumedbreast。Shelifteditandkissedmeonthelips,saying:
\"WiththiskissagainIgivemyselftoyou。Butoh!Humphrey,donotasktoomuchofthegodofmypeople,Fate,\"andshelookedmeintheeyesandsighed。
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked,trembling。
\"Many,manythings。Amongthem,thathappinessisnotformortals,andrememberthatthoughmylifebeganlongago,Iammortalasyouare,andthatineternitytimemakesnodifference。\"
\"Andifso,Yva,whatthen?Dowemeetbuttopart?\"
\"Whosaidit?NotI。Humphrey,Itellyouthis。Norearth,norheaven,norhellhaveanybarsthroughwhichlovecannotburstitswaytowardsreunionandcompleteness。Onlytheremustbelove,manifestedinmanyshapesandatmanytimes,buteverstrivingtoitsend,whichisnotoftheflesh。Aye,lovethathaslostitself,lovescorned,lovedefeated,lovethatseemsfalse,lovebetrayed,lovegoneastray,lovewanderingthroughtheworlds,loveasleepandlivinginitssleep,loveawakeandyetsleeping;alllovethathasinitthegermoflife。Itmattersnotwhatformlovetakes。IfitbetrueItellyouthatitwillwinitsway,andinthemanythatithasseemedtoworship,stillfindtheone,thoughperchancenothere。
Atherwordsanumbfeargrippedmyheart。
\"Nothere?Thenwhere?\"Isaid。
\"Askyourdeadwife,Humphrey。Askthedumbstars。AsktheGodyouworship,forIcannotanswer,saveinoneword——Somewhere!
Man,benotafraid。DoyouthinkthatsuchasyouandIcanbelostintheachingabysmsofspace?Iknowbutlittle,yetItellyouthatweareitsrulers。Itellyouthatwe,too,aregods,ifonlywecanaspireandbelieve。Forthedoubtingandtimidthereisnaught。Forthosewhoseewiththeeyesofthesoulandstretchouttheirhandstograspthereisall。EvenBastinwilltellyouthis。\"
\"But,\"Isaid,\"lifeisshort。Thoseworldsarefaraway,andyouarenear。\"
Shebecamewonderful,mysterious。
\"NearIamfar,\"shesaid;\"andfarIamnear,ifonlythisloveofyoursisstrongenoughtofollowandtoclasp。And,Humphrey,itneedsstrength,forhereIamafraidthatitwillbearlittleofsuchfruitasmendesiretopluck。\"
Againterrortookholdofme,andIlookedather,forIdidnotknowwhattosayorask。
\"Listen,\"shewenton。\"Alreadymyfatherhasofferedmetoyouinmarriage,hashenot,butatapricewhichyoudonotunderstand?Believeme,itisonethatyoushouldneverpay,sincetheruleoftheworldcanbetoodearlyboughtbytheslaughterofhalftheworld。Andifyouwouldpayit,Icannot。\"
\"Butthisismadness!\"Iexclaimed。\"Yourfatherhasnopowersoverourearth。\"
\"IwouldthatIcouldthinkso,Humphrey。Itellyouthathehaspowersandthatitishispurposetousethemashehasdonebefore。You,too,hewoulduse,andme。\"
\"And,ifso,Yva,wearelordsofourselves。Letustakeeachotherwhilewemay。Bastinisapriest。\"
\"Lordsofourselves!Why,foroughtIknow,atthisverymomentOrowatchesusinhisthoughtandlaughs。Onlyindeath,Humphrey,shallwepassbeyondhisreachandbecomelordsofourselves。\"
\"Itismonstrous!\"Icried。\"Thereistheboat,letusflyaway。\"
\"Whatboatcanbearusoutofstretchofthearmoftheoldgodofmypeople,Fate,whereofOroisthehighpriest?Nay,herewemustwaitourdoom。\"
\"Doom,\"Isaid——\"doom?Whatthenisabouttohappen?\"
\"Aterriblething,asIthink,Humphrey。Or,rather,itwillnothappen。\"
\"Whynot,ifitmust?\"
\"Beloved,\"shewhispered,\"Bastinhasexpoundedtomeanewfaithwhereofthemaster—wordisSacrifice。Theterriblethingwillnothappenbecauseofsacrifice!Askmenomore。\"
Shemusedawhile,seatedthereinthemoonlightupontheancientaltarofsacrifice,theveilsheworefallingaboutherfaceandmakinghermysterious。Thenshethrewitback,showingherlovelyeyesandglitteringhair,andlaughed。
\"Wehavestillanearthlyhour,\"shesaid;\"thereforeletusforgetthefar,deadpastandtheeternitiestocomeandbejoyfulinthathour。NowthrowyourarmsaboutmeandIwilltellyoustrangestoriesoflostdays,andyoushalllookintomyeyesandlearnwisdom,andyoushallkissmylipsandtasteofbliss——
you,whowereandareandshallbe——you,thebelovedofYvafromthebeginningtotheendofTime。\"
ChapterXXII
TheCommandIthinkthatbothBastinandBickley,byinstinctasitwere,knewwhathadpassedbetweenYvaandmyselfandthatshehadpromisedherselftome。Theyshowedthisbythewayinwhichtheyavoidedanymentionofhername。AlsotheybegantotalkoftheirownplansforthefutureasmattersinwhichIhadnopart。ThusIheardthemdiscussingthepossibilityofescapefromtheislandwhereofsuddenlytheyseemedtohavegrownweary,andwhetherbyanymeanstwomen(two,notthree)couldmanagetosailandsteerthelifeboatthatremaineduponthewreck。Inshort,asinallsuchcases,thewomanhadcomebetween;alsothepressureofacommonlosscausedthemtoforgettheirdifferencesandtodrawclosertogether。Iwhohadsucceededwheretheybothhadfailed,was,theyseemedtothink,outoftheirlives,somuchthatourancientintimacyhadended。