第23章

类别:其他 作者:H.Rider Haggard字数:9541更新时间:19/01/07 15:17:55
\"Doyoustillthreatenmewiththatoutstretchedhand,Preacher?\"mockedOro。 \"Ican’tmoveit,\"saidBastin;\"itseemsturnedtostone。\" \"Bethankfulthatyoualsoarenotturnedtostone。But,becauseyourcouragepleasesme,Iwillspareyou,yes,andwilladvanceyouinmyNewKingdom。Whatshallyoube?ControllerofReligions,Ithink,sinceallthequalitiesthatahighpriestshouldhaveareyours——faith,fanaticismandfolly。\" \"Itisverystrange,\"saidBastin,\"butallofasuddenmyarmandhandarequitewellagain。Isupposeitmusthavebeen’pinsandneedles’orsomethingofthatsortwhichmademethrowawaythepistolandpullthetriggerwhenIdidn’tmeantodoso。\" Thenhewenttofetchthatarticlewhichhadfallenbeyondthedais,andquiteforgothisintentionofexecutingOrointheinterestoftestingitsmechanism,whichprovedtobedestroyed。 Tohisproposedappointmenthemadenoillusion。Ifhecomprehendedwhatwasmeant,whichIdoubt,hetookitasajoke。 \"Hearkenallofyou,\"saidOro,liftinghisheadsuddenly,forwhileBastinrecoveredtherevolverhehadbeenbrooding。\"ThegreatthingwhichIshalldotomorrowmustbewitnessedbyyoubecausetherebyonlycanyoucometounderstandmypowers。AlsoyonderwhereIbringitaboutinthebowelsoftheearth,youwillbesaferthanelsewhere,sincewhenandperhapsbeforeithappens,thewholeworldwillheaveandshakeandtremble,andI knownotwhatmaychance,eveninthesecaves。Forthisreasonalso,donotforgettobringthelittlehoundwithyou,sincehimleastofallofyouwouldIseecometoharm,perhapsbecauseonce,hundredsofgenerationsagoasyoureckontime,Ihadadogveryliketohim。Yourmotherlovedhimmuch,Yva,andwhenshedied,thisdogdiedalso。Heliesembalmedwithheronhercoffinyonderinthetemple,andyesterdayIwenttolookatbothofthem。Thebeastsarewonderfullyalike,whichshowstheeverlastingnessofblood。\" Hepausedawhile,lostinthought,thencontinued:\"AfterthedeedisdoneI’llspeakwithyouandyoushallchoose,Strangers,whetheryouwilldieyourownmasters,orliveontoserveme。 Nowthereisoneproblemthatislefttometosolve——whetherI cansaveacertainland——donotaskwhichitis,Humphrey,thoughIseethequestioninyoureyes——ormustletitgowiththerest。 IonlyansweryouthatIwilldomybestbecauseyouloveit。Sofarewellforawhile,and,Preacher,beadvisedbymeanddonotaimtoohighagain。\" \"Itdoesn’tmatterwhereIaim,\"answeredBastinsturdily,\"orwhetherIhitormiss,sincethereissomethingmuchbiggerthanmewaitingtodealwithyou。Thecountriesthatyouthinkyouaregoingtodestroywillsleepquiteaswelltomorrowastheydotonight,Oro。\" \"Muchbetter,Ithink,Preacher,sincebythentheywillhaveleftsorrowandpainandwickednessandwarfarbehindthem。\" \"Wherearewetogo?\"Iasked。 \"TheLadyYvawillshowyou,\"heanswered,wavinghishand,andoncemorebentoverhisendlesscalculations。 Yvabeckonedtousandweturnedandfollowedherdownthehall。Sheledustoastreetnearthegatewayofthetempleandthenceintooneofthehouses。TherewasaporticotoitleadingtoacourtoutofwhichopenedroomssomewhatinthePompeianfashion。Wedidnotentertherooms,forattheendofthecourtwereametaltableandthreecouchesalsoofmetal,onwhichwerespreadrich—lookingrugs。WhencethesecameIdonotknowandneverasked,butIrememberthattheywereverybeautifulandsoftasvelvet。 \"Hereyoumaysleep,\"shesaid,\"ifsleepyoucan,andeatofthefoodthatyouhavebroughtwithyou。TomorrowearlyIwillcallyouwhenitistimeforustostartuponourjourneyintothebowelsoftheearth。\" \"Idon’twanttogoanydeeperthanweare,\"saidBastindoubtfully。 \"Ithinkthatnoneofuswanttogo,Bastin,\"sheansweredwithasigh。\"Yetgowemust。Iprayofyou,angertheLordOronomoreonthisoranyothermatter。Inyourfollyyoutriedtokillhim,andasitchancedheboreitwellbecausehelovescourage。 Butanothertimehemaystrikeback,andthen,Bastin——\" \"Iamnotafraidofhim,\"heanswered,\"butIdonotliketunnels。Still,perhapsitwouldbebettertoaccompanyyouthantobeleftinthisplacealone。NowIwillunpackthefood。\" Yvaturnedtogo。 \"Imustleaveyou,\"shesaid,\"sincemyfatherneedsmyhelp。 ThematterhastodowiththeForcethathewouldletloosetomorrow,anditsmeasurements;alsowiththepreparationoftherobesthatwemustwearlestitshouldharmusinitsleap。\" Somethinginhereyestoldmethatshewishedmetofollowher,andIdidso。Outsidetheporticowherewestoodinthedesolate,lightedstreet,shehalted。 \"Ifyouarenotafraid,\"shesaid,\"meetmeatmidnightbythestatueofFateinthegreattemple,forIwouldspeakwithyou,Humphrey,where,ifanywhere,wemaybealone。\" \"Iwillcome,Yva。\" \"Youknowtheroad,andthegatesareopen,Humphrey。\" Thenshegavemeherhandtokissandglidedaway。Ireturnedtotheothersandweate,somewhatsparingly,forwewishedtosaveourfoodincaseofneed,andhavingdrunkoftheLife— water,werenothungry。Alsowetalkedalittle,butbycommonconsentavoidedthesubjectofthemorrowandwhatitmightbringforth。 Weknewthatterriblethingswereafoot,butlackinganyknowledgeofwhatthesemightbe,thoughtituselesstodiscussthem。Indeedweweretoodepressed,somuchsothatevenBastinandBickleyceasedfromarguing。ThelatterwassoovercomebytheexhibitionofOro’spowerswhenhecausedthepistoltoleapintotheairanddischargeitself,thathecouldnotevenpluckupcouragetolaughatthefailureofBastin’seffortstodojusticeontheoldSuper—man,orrathertopreventhimfromattemptingacolossalcrime。 Atlengthwelaydownonthecouchestorest,Bastinremarkingthathewishedhecouldturnoffthelight,alsothathedidnotintheleastregrethavingtriedtokillOro。Sleepseemedtocometotheothersquickly,butIcouldonlydoze,towakeupfromtimetotime。OfthisIwasnotsorry,sincewheneverI droppedoffdreamsseemedtopursueme。Forthemostparttheywereofmydeadwife。Sheappearedtobetryingtoconsolemeforsomeloss,butthestrangethingwasthatsometimesshespokewithherownvoiceandsometimeswithYva’s,andsometimeslookedatmewithherowneyesandsometimeswiththoseofYva。I remembernothingelseaboutthesedreams,whichwereveryconfused。 Afteroneofthem,themostvividofall,Iawokeandlookedatmywatch。Itwashalf—pasteleven,almosttimeformetobestarting。Theothertwoseemedtobefastasleep。PresentlyI roseandcreptdownthecourtwithoutwakingthem。Outsidetheportico,whichbythewaywasacuriousexampleofthesurvivalofcustominarchitecture,sincenonewasneededinthatweatherlessplace,Iturnedtotherightandfollowedthewidestreettothetempleenclosure。ThroughthepillaredcourtsI went,myfootsteps,althoughIwalkedassoftlyasIcould,echoingloudlyinthatintensesilence,throughthegreatdoorsintotheuttersolitudeofthevastandperfectfane。 Wordscannottellthelonelinessofthatplace。Itflowedovermelikeaseaandseemedtoswallowupmybeing,sothateventhewildestandmostdangerousbeastwouldhavebeenwelcomeasacompanion。Iwasasterrifiedasachildthatwakestofinditselfdesertedinthedark。Alsoanuncannysenseofterrorstocomeoppressedme,tillIcouldhavecriedaloudifonlytohearthesoundofamortalvoice。YonderwasthegrimstatueofFate,theOracleoftheKingsoftheSonsofWisdom,whichwasbelievedtobowitsstonyheadinanswertotheirprayers。Irantoit,eagerforitsterribleshelter,foroneithersideofitwerefiguresofhumanbeings。Eventheircoldmarblewascompanyofasort,thoughalas!overallfrownedFate。 LetanyoneimaginehimselfstandingalonebeneaththedomeofSt。Paul’s;inthecentreofthatcathedralbrilliantwithmysteriouslight,andstretchedallaboutitaLondonthathadbeendeadandabsolutelyunpeopledfortensofthousandsofyears。Ifhecandothishewillgathersomeideaofmyphysicalstate。Lethimaddtohismind—pictureaknowledgethatonthefollowingdaysomethingwastohappennotunliketheendoftheworld,asprognosticatedbytheBookofRevelationandbymostastronomers,andhewillhavesomeideaofmymentalperturbations。Addtothemixtureamostmysticyetveryrealloveaffairandanassignationbeforethatsymbolofthecoldfatewhichseemstoswaytheuniversesdowntothetiniestdetailofindividuallives,andhemaybegintounderstandwhatI,HumphreyArbuthnot,experiencedduringmyvigilinthissanctuaryofavanishedrace。 ItseemedlongbeforeYvacame,butatlastshedidcome。I caughtsightofherfarawaybeyondthetemplegate,flittingthroughtheunholybrightnessofthepillaredcourtslikeawhitemothatnightandseemingquiteassmall。Sheapproached;nowshewasasaghost,andthendrawingnear,changedintoaliving,breathing,lovelywoman。Iopenedmyarms,andwithsomethinglikeasobshesankintothemandwekissedasmortalsdo。 \"Icouldnotcomemorequickly,\"shesaid。\"TheLordOroneededme,andthosecalculationswerelonganddifficult。Alsotwicehemustvisittheplacewhitherweshallgotomorrow,andthattooktime。\" \"Thenitiscloseathand?\"Isaid。 \"Humphrey,benotfoolish。Doyounotremember,whohavetravelledwithhim,thatOrocanthrowhissoulafarandbringitbackagainladenwithknowledge,asthefeetofabeeareladenwithgoldendust?Well,hewentandwentagain,andImustwait。 Andthentherobesandshields;theymustbepreparedbyhisartsandmine。Oh!asknotwhattheyare,thereisnotimetotell,anditmattersnothing。Somefolkarewiseandsomearefoolish,butallwhichmattersisthatwithinthemflowsthebloodoflifeandthatlifebreedslove,andthatlove,asIbelieve,althoughOrodoesnot,breedsimmortality。Andifso,whatisTimebutasagrainofsandupontheshore?\" \"This,Yva;itisours,whocancountonnothingelse。\" \"Oh!Humphrey,ifIthoughtthat,nomorewretchedcreaturewouldbreathetonightuponthisgreatworld。\" \"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked,growingfearful,moreathermannerandherlookthanatherwords。 \"Nothing,nothing,exceptthatTimeissoveryshort。Akiss,atouch,alittlelightandalittledarkness,anditisgone。AskmyfatherOrowhohaslivedathousandyearsandsleptfortensofthousands,asIhave,andhewillsaythesame。ItisagainstTimethathefights;hewho,believinginnothingbeyond,willinheritnothing,asBastinsays;hetowhomTimehasbroughtnothingsaveapassing,blood—stainedgreatness,andtriumphendingindarknessanddisaster,andhopethatwillsurelysufferhope’seclipse,andpowerthatmustlaydownitscoronetindust。\" \"Andwhathasitbroughttoyou,Yva,beyondafairbodyandasoulofstrength?\" \"Ithasbroughtaspirit,Humphrey。Betweenthemthebodyandthesoulhavebredaspirit,andinthefiresoftribulationfromthatspirithasbeendistilledtheessenceofeternallove。ThatisTime’sgifttome,andtherefore,althoughstillherulesmehere,ImockatFate,\"andshewavedherhandwithagestureofdefianceatthestern—faced,sexlesseffigywhichsataboveus,theswordacrossitsknees。 \"Look!Look!\"shewentoninaswellingvoiceofmusic,pointingtothestatuesofthedotardandthebeauteouswoman。 \"TheyimploreFate,theyworshipFate。Idonotimplore,IdonotworshiporaskasignasevenOrodoesandasdidhisforefathers。Iriseaboveandtriumph。AsFate,thegodofmypeople,setshisfootuponthesun,soIsetmyfootuponFate,andthence,likeaswimmerfromarock,leapintothewatersofImmortality。\" Ilookedatherwhosepresence,ashappenedfromtimetotime,hadgrownmajesticbeyondthatofwoman;Istudiedherdeepeyeswhichwerefulloflights,notofthisworld,andIgrewafraid。 \"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked。\"Yva,youtalklikeonewhohasfinishedwithlife。\" \"Itpasses,\"sheansweredquickly。\"Lifepasseslikebreathfadingfromamirror。Soshouldalltalkwhobreathebeneaththesun。\" \"Yes,Yva,butifyouwentandleftmestillbreathingonthatmockingglass——\" \"Ifso,whatofit?Willnotyourbreathfadealsoandjoinminewhereallvapoursgo?Orifitwereyoursthatfadedandminethatremainedforsomefewhours,isitnotthesame?I think,Humphrey,thatalreadyyouhaveseenabelovedbreathmeltfromtheglassoflife,\"sheadded,lookingatmeearnestly。 Ibowedmyheadandanswered: \"Yes,andthereforeIamashamed。\" \"Oh!whyshouldyoubeashamed,Humphrey,whoarenotsurebutthattwobreathsmayyetbeonebreath?Howdoyouknowthatthereisadifferencebetweenthem?\" \"Youdrivememad,Yva。Icannotunderstand。\" \"NorcanIaltogether,Humphrey。WhyshouldI,seeingthatIamnomorethanwoman,asyouarenomorethanman?Iwouldalwayshaveyouremember,Humphrey,thatIamnospiritorsorceress,butjustawoman——likeheryoulost。\" Ilookedatherdoubtfullyandanswered: \"Womendonotsleepfortwohundredthousandyears。Womendonottakedreamjourneystothestars。Womendonotmakethedeadpastliveagainbeforethewatcher’seyes。Theirhairdoesnotglimmerinthedusknordotheirbodiesgleam,norhavetheysuchstrengthofsouloreyessowonderful,orlovelinesssogreat。\" Thesewordsappearedtodistressherwho,asitseemedtome,wasaboveallthingsanxioustoproveherselfwomanandnomore。 \"Allthesequalitiesarenothing,Humphrey,\"shecried。\"Asforthebeauty,suchasitis,itcomestomewithmyblood,andwithittheglitterofmyhairwhichistheheritageofthosewhoforgenerationshavedrunkoftheLife—water。MymotherwaslovelierthanI,aswashermother,orsoIhaveheard,sinceonlythefairestwerethewivesoftheKingsoftheChildrenofWisdom。 Fortherest,suchartsasIhavespringnotfrommagic,butfromknowledgewhichyourpeoplewillacquireindaystocome,thatis,ifOrosparesthem。SurelyyouaboveallshouldknowthatI amonlywoman,\"sheaddedveryslowlyandsearchingmyfacewithhereyes。 \"Why,Yva?DuringthelittlewhilethatwehavebeentogetherI haveseenmuchwhichmakesmedoubt。EvenBickleythescepticdoubtsalso。\" \"Iwilltellyou,thoughIamnotsurethatyouwillbelieveme。\"Sheglancedaboutherasthoughshewerefrightenedlestsomeoneshouldoverhearherwordsorreadherthoughts。Thenshestretchedoutherhandsanddrawingmyheadtowardsher,putherlipstomyearandwhispered: \"Becauseonceyousawmedie,aswomenoftendie——givinglifeforlife。\" \"Isawyoudie?\"Igasped。 Shenodded,thencontinuedtowhisperinmyear,notinherownvoice,butanother’s: \"Gowhereyouseemcalledtogo,faraway。Oh!thewonderfulplaceinwhichyouwillfindme,notknowingthatyouhavefoundme。Good—byeforalittlewhile;onlyforalittlewhile,myown,myown!\" IknewthevoiceasIknewthewords,andknowing,IthinkthatIshouldhavefallentotheground,hadshenotsupportedmewithherstrongarms。 \"Whotoldyou?\"Istammered。\"WasitBickleyorBastin?Theyknew,thoughneitherofthemheardthoseholywords。\" \"NotBickleynorBastin,\"sheanswered,shakingherhead,\"no,noryouyourself,awakeorsleeping,thoughonce,bythelakeyonder,yousaidtomethatwhenacertainonelaydying,shebadeyouseekherelsewhere,forcertainlyyouwouldfindher。 Humphrey,IcannotsaywhotoldmethosewordsbecauseIdonotknow。Ithinktheyareamemory,Humphrey!\" \"Thatwouldmeanthatyou,Yva,arethesameasonewhowas—— notcalledYva。\" \"ThesameasonewhowascalledNatalie,Humphrey,\"sherepliedinsolemnaccents。\"Onewhomyoulovedandwhomyoulost。\" \"Thenyouthinkthatweliveagainuponthisearth?\" \"Againandyetagain,untilthetimecomesforustoleavetheearthforever。Ofthis,indeed,Iamsure,forthatknowledgewaspartofthesecretwisdomofmypeople。\" \"Butyouwerenotdead。Youonlyslept。\" \"Thesleepwasadeath—sleepwhichwentbylikeaflash,yes,inaninstant,orsoitseemed。Onlytheshellofthebodyremainedpreservedbymortalarts,andwhenthereturningspiritandthelightoflifewerepouredintoitagain,itawoke。Butduringthislongdeath—sleep,thatspiritmayhavespokenthroughotherlipsandthatlightmayhaveshonethroughothereyes,thoughoftheseIremembernothing。\" \"Thenthatdreamofourvisittoacertainstarmaybenodream?\" \"Ithinknodream,andyou,too,havethoughtasmuch。\" \"Inaway,yes,Yva。ButIcouldnotbelieveandturnedfromwhatIheldtobeaphantasy。\" \"Itwasnatural,Humphrey,thatyoushouldnotbelieve。 Hearken!InthistempleawhileagoIshowedyouapictureofmyselfandofamanwholovedmeandwhomIloved,andofhisdeathatOro’shands。Didyounoteanythingaboutthatman?\" \"Bickleydid,\"Ianswered。\"Washeright?\" \"Ithinkthathewasright,sinceotherwiseIshouldnothavelovedyou,Humphrey。\" \"Iremembernothingofthatman,Yva。\" \"Itisprobablethatyouwouldnot,sinceyouandheareveryfarapart,whilebetweenyouandhimflowwideseasofdeath,whereinaresetislandsoflife;perhapsmanyofthem。ButI remembermuchwhoseemtohavelefthimbutaverylittlewhileago。\" \"Whenyouawokeinyourcoffinandthrewyourarmsaboutme,whatdidyouthink,Yva?\" \"Ithoughtyouwerethatman,Humphrey。\" Therewassilencebetweenusandinthatsilencethetruthcamehometome。ThentherebeforetheeffigyofFateandinthedesolate,glowingtempleweplightedanewourtrothmadeholybyapast。thatthussowonderfullylivedagain。 OfthisconsecratedhourIsaynomore。Leteachpictureitashewill。Agloryasofheavenfelluponusandinitwedweltaspace。 \"Beloved,\"shewhisperedatlengthinavoicethatwaschokedasthoughwithtears,\"ifitchancesthatweshouldbeseparatedagainforalittlewhile,youwillnotgrieveovermuch?\" \"KnowingallIshouldtrynottogrieve,Yva,seeingthatintruthwenevercanbeparted。ButdoyoumeanthatIshalldie?\" \"Beingmortaleitherofusmightseemtodie,Humphrey,\"andshebentherheadasthoughtohideherface。\"Youknowwegointodangersthisday。\" \"DoesOroreallypurposetodestroymuchoftheworldandhasheintruththepower,Yva?\" \"Hedoessopurposeandmostcertainlyhehasthepower,unless——unlesssomeotherPowershouldstayhishand。\" \"Whatotherpower,Yva?\" \"Oh!perhapsthatwhichyouworship,thatwhichiscalledLove。 Theloveofmanmayavertthemassacreofmen。Ihopesowithallmyheart。Hist!Orocomes。Ifeel,Iknowthathecomes,thoughnotinsearchofuswhoareveryfarfromhisthoughttonight。 Followme。Swiftly。\" Shespedacrossthetempletowhereachapelopenedoutofit,whichwasfullofthestatuesofdeadkings,forherewastheentrancetotheirburialvault。Wereacheditandhidbehindthebaseofoneofthesestatues。Bystandingtoourfullheight,withoutbeingseenwestillcouldseebetweenthefeetofthestatuethatstooduponapedestal。 ThenOrocame。 ChapterXXIV TheChariotofthePitOrocameandofnecessityalone。Yettherewasthatinhisairasheadvancedintothetemple,whichsuggestedamonarchsurroundedbythepompandpanoplyofagreatcourt。Hemarched,hisheadheldhigh,asthoughheraldsandpursuivantswentinfrontofhim,asthoughnoblessurroundedhimandguardsorregimentsfollowedafterhim。Letitbeadmittedthathewasagreatfigureinhisgorgeousrobes,withhislongwhitebeard,hishawk—likefeatures,histallshapeandhisglitteringeyes,whichevenatthatdistanceIcouldsee。IndeedonceortwiceI thoughtthatheglancedoutofthecornersofthemtowardsthechapelwherewewerehid。ButthisIthinkwasfancy。ForasYvasaid,histhoughtsweresetelsewhere。 HereachedthestatueofFateandstoodforawhilecontemplatingitandthesuppliantfiguresoneitherside,asthoughhewerewaitingforhisinvisiblecourttoarrangeitself。 Thenhedoffedhisjewelledcaptotheeffigy,andkneltbeforeit。Yes,OrotheAncient,theSuper—man,theGod,astheearlypeoplesoftheearthfanciedsuchabeing,namely,onefullofwrath,revenge,jealousy,capriceandpower,kneltinsupplicationtothisimageofstonewhichhebelievedtobethehomeofaspirit,therebyshowinghimselftobeafterallnotsofarremovedfromthesavageswhoseidolBastinhaddestroyed。 More,inaclearandresonantvoicewhichreachedusevenacrossthatgreatspace,heputuphisprayer。Itransomethingasfollows,foralthoughIdidnotunderstandthelanguageinwhichhespokeYvatranslatedittomeinawhisper: \"GodoftheSonsofWisdom,Godofthewholeearth,onlyGodtowhommustboweveryotherPowerandDominion,totheeI,OrotheGreatKing,makeprayerandoffersacrifice。TwentytimestenthousandyearsandmorehavegonebysinceI,Oro,visitedthis,thytempleandkneltbeforethis,thylivingeffigy,yetthou,ruleroftheworld,dostremembertheprayerImadeandthesacrificeIoffered。Theprayerwasfortriumphovermyenemiesandthesacrificeapromiseofthelivesofhalfofthosewhointhatdaydweltupontheearth。Thouheardesttheprayer,thoudidstbowthyheadandacceptthesacrifice。Yea,theprayerwasgrantedandthesacrificewasmade,andinitwerecountedthenumberofmyfoes。 \"ThenIslept。ThroughcountlessgenerationsIsleptonandatmysidewastheonechildofmybodythatwaslefttome。Whatchancedtomyspiritandtohersduringthatsleep,thouknowestalone,butdoubtlesstheywentforthtoworkthyends。 \"Attheappointedtimewhichthoudidstdecree,Iawokeagainandfoundinmyhousestrangersfromanotherland。InthecompanyofoneofthosewhosespiritIdrewforth,Ivisitedthepeoplesofthenewearth,andfoundthemevenbaserandmoreevilthanthosewhomIhadknown。Therefore,sincetheycannotbebettered。 Ipurposetodestroythemalso,andontheirwrecktorebuildagloriousempire,suchaswasthatoftheSonsofWisdomatitsprime。 \"Asign!OFate,ruleroftheworld,givemeasignthatmydesireshallbefulfilled。\" Hepaused,stretchingouthisarmsandstaringupwards。WhilehewaitedIfeltthesolidrockonwhichIstoodquiverandswaybeneathmyfeetsothatYvaandIclungtoeachotherlestweshouldfall。Thischancedalso。Theshockoftheearthtremor,forsuchwithoutdoubtitwas,threwdownthefiguresoftheancientmanandthelovelywomanwhichkneltasthoughmakingprayerstoFate,andshookthemarbleswordfromoffitsknees。