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类别:其他 作者:George Borrow字数:11465更新时间:19/01/07 15:19:18
Havingoftenheardofthisabbey,whichinitsdaywasoneofthemostfamousinWales,Ideterminedtogoandinspectit。ItwaswithsomedifficultythatIfoundmywaytoit。Itstood,asI havealreadyobserved,inameadow,andwasonalmosteverysidesurroundedbymajestichills。Togiveanycleardescriptionofthisruinedpilewouldbeimpossible,thedilapidationissogreat,dilapidationevidentlylesstheeffectoftimethanofawfulviolence,perhapsthatofgunpowder。Thesouthernisbyfarthemostperfectportionofthebuilding;thereyouseenotonlywallsbutroofs。Frontingyoufullsouth,isamassofmasonrywithtwoimmensearches,otherarchesbehindthem:entering,youfindyourselfbeneathavaultedroof,andpassingonyoucometoanoblongsquarewhichmayhavebeenachurch;aniron—barredwindowonyourrightenablesyoutolookintoamightyvault,theroofofwhichissupportedbybeautifulpillars。Then—butIforbeartosaymorerespectingtheseremains,forfearofstatingwhatisincorrect,mystayamongstthemhavingbeenexceedinglyshort。 TheAbbeyofGlenNeathwasfoundedinthetwelfthcenturybyRichardGrenfield,oneofthefollowersofRobertFitzhamon,whosubjugatedGlamorgan。NeathAbbeywasaverywealthyone,thefounderhavingendoweditwithextensivetractsoffertilelandalongthebanksoftheriversNeathandTawy。InittheunfortunateEdwardofCarnarvonsoughtarefugeforafewdaysfromtherageofhisrevoltedbarons,whilsthisfavourite,theequallyunfortunateSpencer,endeavouredtofindacovertamidstthethicketsofthewood—coveredhilltothenorth。WhenRichmondlandedatMilfordHaventodisputethecrownwithRichardtheSecond,thethenAbbotofNeathrepairedtohimandgavehimhisbenediction,inrequitalforwhichtheadventurergavehimhispromisethatintheeventofhisobtainingthecrown,hewouldfoundacollegeinGlenNeath,whichpromise,however,afterhehadwonthecrown,heforgottoperform。(20)Thewilyabbot,whenhehastenedtopayworshiptowhathejustlyconceivedtobetherisingsun,littledreamtthathewasabouttoblessthefuturefatheroftheterriblemandoomedbyProvidencetoplanttheabominationofdesolationinNeathAbbeyandinalltheothernestsofmonkerythroughouttheland。 LeavingtheruinsIproceededtowardsNeath。Thescenerysoonbecameverybeautiful;notthatIhadleftmachineryaltogetherbehind,forIpresentlycametoaplacewherehugewheelswereturning,andtherewassmokeandblast,buttherewasmuchthatwasruralandbeautifultobeseen,somethinglikeparkscenery,andthentherewerethemountainsnearandinthedistance。IreachedNeathatabouthalf—pastfour,andtookupmyquartersataninnwhichhadbeenrecommendedtomebymyfriendthebootsatSwansea。 CHAPTERCIII TownofNeath—HoundsandHuntsman—SpectralChapel—TheGlowingMountainNEATHisaplaceofsomeantiquity,foritcanboastoftheremainsofacastleandisacorporatetown。ThereisbutlittleWelshspokeninit。ItissituatedontheNeath,andexportsvastquantitiesofcoalandiron,ofbothofwhichtherearerichminesintheneighbourhood。ItderivesitsnamefromtheriverNeddorNeth,onwhichitstands。NeddorNethisthesamewordasNith,thenameofariverinScotland,andisinsomedegreeconnectedwithNidda,thenameofoneinGermany。NeddinWelshsignifiesadingle,andthewordinitsvariousformshasalwayssomethingtodowithlownessorinferiorityofposition。AmongstitsformsareNetherandNieder。ThetermiswellappliedtotheGlamorganshireriver,whichrunsthroughdinglesandundermountains。 TheNeathhasitssourceinthemountainsofBrecon,andenterstheseasomelittlewaybelowthetownofNeath。 OntheMondaymorningIresumedmyjourney,directingmycourseupthevaleofNeathtowardsMerthyrTydvil,distantaboutfour—and— twentymiles。Theweatherwasatfirstrainy,mistyandmiserable,butimprovedbydegrees。IpassedthroughavillagewhichIwastoldwascalledLlanagos;closetoitwereimmenseestablishmentsofsomekind。Thescenerysoonbecameexceedinglybeautiful;hillscoveredwithwoodtothetopswereoneithersideofthedale。I passedanavenueleadingsomewherethroughgroves,andwaspresentlyovertakenandpassedbyhoundsandarespectable—lookingoldhuntsmanonablackhorse;aminuteafterwardsIcaughtaglimpseofanoldred—brickmansionnearlyembosomedingroves,fromwhichproceededamightycawing。Probablyitbelongedtotheproprietorofthedogs,andcertainlylookedaveryfitmansionforaGlamorganshiresquire,justiceofthepeaceandkeeperofapackofhounds。 Iwenton,thevaleincreasinginbeauty;therewasaconsiderabledrawback,however:oneofthosedetestablecontrivances,arailroad,wasonthefartherside—alongwhichtrainswerepassing,rumblingandscreaming。 Isawabridgeonmyrighthandwithfiveorsixlowarchesovertheriver,whichwasherefullofshoals。Askedawomanthenameofthebridge。 \"PONTFAWReigalw,sir。\" IwasagainamongsttherealWelsh—thiswomanhadnoEnglish。 Ipassedbyseveralremarkablemountains,bothonthesouthandnorthernsideofthevale。LateintheafternoonIcametotheeasternextremityofthevaleandascendedaheight。ShortlyafterwardsIreachedRhigos,asmallvillage。 Enteringapublic—houseIcalledforaleandsatdownamidstsomegrimyfellows,whosaidnothingtomeandtowhomIsaidnothing— theirdiscoursewasinWelshandEnglish。OftheirWelshI understoodbutlittle,foritwasastrangecorruptjargon。Inabouthalf—an—hourafterleavingthisplaceIcametothebeginningofavastmoor。Itwasnowgrowingratherdusk,andIcouldseeblazeshereandthere;occasionallyIheardhorridsounds。CametoIrvan,anenormousmining—placewithaspectral—lookingchapel,doubtlessaMethodistone。Thestreetwascrowdedwithrough,savage—lookingmen。\"IsthisthewaytoMerthyrTydvil?\"saidItoone。 \"Yes!\"bawledthefellowattheutmoststretchofhisvoice。 \"Thankyou!\"saidI,takingoffmyhatandpassingon。 ForwardIwent,uphillanddowndale。Nightnowsetin。Ipassedagroveoftreesandpresentlycametoacollectionofsmallhousesatthebottomofalittlehollow。HearingastepnearmeIstoppedandsaidinWelsh:\"HowfartoMerthyrTydvil?\" \"DimCumrag,sir!\"saidavoice,seeminglythatofaman。 \"Goodnight!\"saidI,andwithoutstayingtoputthequestioninEnglish,Ipushedonupanascent,andwaspresentlyamongsttrees。 Heardforalongtimethehootingofanowlorratherthefrantichollo。Appearedtopassbywherethebirdhaditsstation。Toiledupanacclivityandwhenonthetopstoodstillandlookedaroundme。Therewasaglowonallsidesintheheaven,exceptinthenorth—eastquarter。StridingonIsawacottageonmylefthand,andstandingatthedoorthefigureofawoman。\"HowfartoMerthyr?\"saidIinWelsh。 \"Tairmilltir—threemiles,sir。\" TurningroundacorneratthetopofahillIsawblazeshereandthere,andwhatappearedtobeaglowingmountaininthesouth— east。Iwenttowardsitdownadescentwhichcontinuedforalong,longway;sogreatwasthelightcastbytheblazesandthatwonderfulglowingobject,thatIcoulddistinctlyseethelittlestonesupontheroad。Afterwalkingabouthalf—an—hour,alwaysgoingdownwards,Isawahouseonmylefthandandheardanoiseofwateroppositetoit。Itwasapistyll。Iwenttoit,drankgreedily,andthenhurriedon。Moreandmoreblazes,andtheglowingobjectlookingmoreterriblethanever。Itwasnowabovemeatsomedistancetotheleft,andIcouldseethatitwasanimmensequantityofheatedmatterlikelava,occupyingtheupperandmiddlepartsofahill,anddescendinghereandtherealmosttothebottominazigzagandtortuousmanner。Betweenmeandthehilloftheburningobjectlayadeepravine。AfteratimeIcametoahouse,againstthedoorofwhichamanwasleaning。\"Whatisallthatburningstuffabove,myfriend?\" \"Drossfromtheironforges,sir!\" Inowperceivedavalleybelowmefulloflights,anddescendingreachedhousesandatramway。Ihadblazesnowallaroundme。I wentthroughafilthyslough,overabridge,andupastreet,fromwhichdirtylanesbranchedoffoneitherside,passedthrongsofsavage—lookingpeopletalkingclamorously,shrankfromaddressinganyofthem,andfinally,undirected,foundmyselfbeforetheCastleInnatMerthyrTydvil。 CHAPTERCIV IronandCoal—TheMartyredPrincess—CyfarthaFawr—DiabolicalStructure。 MERTHYRTYDVILissituatedinabroadvalleythroughwhichrollthewatersoftheTaf。Itwastilllateaninconsiderablevillage,butisatpresentthegreatestminingplaceinBritain,andmaybecalledwithmuchproprietythecapitaloftheironandcoal。 ItbearsthenameofMerthyrTydvil,whichsignifiestheMartyrTydvil,becauseintheoldtimeaChristianBritishprincesswasslaininthelocalitywhichitoccupies。TydvilwasthedaughterofBrychan,PrinceofBrecon,surnamedBrycheiniawg,ortheBreconian,whoflourishedinthefifthcenturyandwasacontemporaryofHengist。HewasamanfullofChristianzeal,andagreatpreacheroftheGospel,andgavehischildren,ofwhichhehadmany,bothmaleandfemale,byvariouswives,aneducationwhichhehopedwouldnotonlymakethemChristians,butenablethemtopreachtheGospeltotheircountrymen。Theyprovedthemselvesworthyofhiscare,allofthemwithoutoneexceptionbecomingexemplaryChristians,andusefulpreachers。InhislatterdaysheretiredtoahermitageinGlamorganshireneartheTaf,andpassedhistimeindevotion,receivingoccasionallyvisitsfromhischildren。Once,whenheandseveralofthem,amongstwhomwasTydvil,wereengagedinprayer,abandofheathenSaxonsrushedinuponthemandslewTydvilwiththreeofherbrothers。EversincethattimetheplacehasbornethenameofMartyrTydvil。(21) TheTaf,whichrunstothesouthofMerthyr,comesdownfromBreconshire,andenterstheBristolChannelatCardiff,aplacethenameofwhichinEnglishisthecityontheTaf。Itisoneofthemostbeautifulofrivers,butisnotnavigableonaccountofitsnumerousshallows。TheonlyservicewhichitrenderstocommerceisfeedingacanalwhichextendsfromMerthyrtoCardiff。ItissurprisinghowsimilarmanyoftheWelshriversareinname:Taf,Tawey,Towey,Teivi,andDuffydifferbutverylittleinsound。 TafandTeivihaveboththesamemeaning,namelyatendencytospreadout。Theothernames,thoughprobablyexpressiveofthepropertiesorpeculiaritiesofthestreamstowhichtheyrespectivelybelong,Iknownothowtotranslate。 Themorningofthefourteenthwasveryfine。AfterbreakfastI wenttoseetheCyfarthaFawrironworks,generallyconsideredtobethegreatwonderoftheplace。AftersomeslightdemurI obtainedpermissionfromthesuperintendenttoinspectthem。Iwasattendedbyanintelligentmechanic。WhatshallIsayabouttheCyfarthaFawr?Ihadbestsaybutverylittle。Isawenormousfurnaces。Isawstreamsofmoltenmetal。Isawalongductilepieceofred—hotironbeingoperatedupon。Isawmillionsofsparksflyingabout。Isawanimmensewheelimpelledroundwithfrightfulvelocitybyasteam—engineoftwohundredandfortyhorsepower。Iheardallkindsofdreadfulsounds。Thegeneraleffectwasstunning。TheseworksbelongtotheCrawshays,afamilydistinguishedbyastrangekindofeccentricity,butalsobygeniusandenterprisingspirit,andbysuchastrictfeelingofhonourthatitisacommonsayingthatthewordofanyoneofthemisasgoodasthebondofotherpeople。 AfterseeingtheCyfarthaIroamedabout,makinggeneralobservations。Themountainofdrosswhichhadstartledmeontheprecedingnightwithitsterrificglare,andwhichstandstothenorth—westofthetown,lookednownothingmorethananimmensedarkheapofcinders。Itisonlywhentheshadesofnighthavesettleddownthatthefirewithinmanifestsitself,makingthehillappearanimmenseglowingmass。Allthehillsaroundthetown,someofwhichareveryhigh,haveascorchedandblackenedlook。 AnoldAngleseabard,rathergiventobombast,wishingtoextoltheabundantcheerofhisnativeislesaid:\"ThehillsofIrelandareblackenedbythesmokefromthekitchensofMona。\"WithmuchmoreproprietymightabardofthebanksoftheTaf,whoshouldwishtoapologisefortherathersmuttyappearanceofhisnativevaleexclaim:\"ThehillsaroundtheTafoncesogreenareblackenedbythesmokefromthechimneysofMerthyr。\"Thetownislargeandpopulous。TheinhabitantsforthemostpartareWelsh,andWelshisthelanguagegenerallyspoken,thoughallhavesomeknowledgeofEnglish。Thehousesareingenerallowandmean,andbuiltofroughgreystone。Merthyr,however,canshowseveralremarkableedifices,thoughofagloomyhorridSataniccharacter。ThereisthehalloftheIron,withitsarches,fromwhenceproceedsincessantlyathunderingnoiseofhammers。Thenthereisanedificeatthefootofamountain,halfwayupthesideofwhichisablastedforestandonthetopanenormouscrag。Atrulywonderfuledificeitis,suchasBoswouldhaveimaginedhadhewantedtopaintthepalaceofSatan。Thereitstands:ahouseofreddishbrickwithaslateroof—fourhorridblacktowersbehind,twoofthembelchingforthsmokeandflamefromtheirtops—holeslikepigeonholeshereandthere—twoimmensewhitechimneysstandingbythemselves。Whatedificecanthatbeofsuchstrangemaddetails?IoughttohaveputthatquestiontosomeoneinTydvil,butdidnot,thoughIstoodstaringatthediabolicalstructurewithmymouthopen。Itisofnouseputtingthequestiontomyselfhere。 Afterstrollingaboutforsometwohourswithmyhandsinmypockets,Ireturnedtomyinn,calledforaglassofale,paidmyreckoning,flungmysatchelovermyshoulder,anddeparted。 CHAPTERCV StartforCaerfili—JohannaColgan—Alms—Giving—TheMonstrousFemale—TheEvilPrayer—TheNextDay—TheAifrionn—UncleanSpirits—Expectation—WreakingVengeance—AdecentAlms。 ILEFTMerthyrabouttwelveo’clockforCaerfili。Mycourselayalongthevalleytothesouth—east。IpassedalargevillagecalledTroedyRhiw,orthefootoftheslope,fromitsbeingatthefootofaloftyelevation,whichstandsontheleft—handsideoftheroad,andwasspeedingonwardfast,withtheTafatsomedistanceonmyright,whenIsawastrange—lookingwomanadvancingtowardsme。Sheseemedbetweenfortyandfifty,wasbare—footedandbare—headed,withgrizzledhairhanginginelflocks,andwasdressedinragsandtatters。Whenabouttenyardsfromme,shepitchedforward,gavethreeorfourgrotesquetumbles,heelsoverhead,thenstandingboltupright,aboutayardbeforeme,raisedherrightarm,andshoutedinamostdiscordantvoice—\"Givemeanalms,forthegloryofGod!\" Istoodstill,quiteconfounded。Presently,however,recoveringmyself,Isaid:—\"Really,Idon’tthinkitwouldbeforthegloryofGodtogiveyoualms。\" \"Yedon’t!Then,Biadhantaifrionn—however,I’llgiveyeachanceyet。AmItogetmyalmsornot?\" \"BeforeIgiveyoualmsImustknowsomethingaboutyou。Whoareyou?\" \"WhoamI?WhoshouldIbebutJohannaColgan,abedivilledwomanfromthecountyofLimerick?\" \"Andhowdidyoubecomebedevilled?\" \"Becauseawomansomethinglikemyselfsaidanevilprayerovermefornotgivingheranalms,whichprayerIhaveatmytongue’send,andunlessIgetmyalmswillsayoveryou。Soforyourownsake,honey,givememyalms,andletmegoonmyway。\" \"Oh,Iamnottobefrightenedbyevilprayers!IshallgiveyounothingtillIhearallaboutyou。\" \"IfItellyeallaboutmewillyegivemeanalms?\" \"Well,Ihavenoobjectiontogiveyousomethingifyoutellmeyourstory。\" \"Willyegivemeadacentalms?\" \"Oh,youmustleavetheamounttomyfreewillandpleasure。I shallgiveyouwhatIthinkfit。\" \"Well,soyeshall,honey;andImakenodoubtyewillgivemeadacentalms,forIlikethelookofye,andknewyetobeanIrishmanhalfamileoff。Onlyfouryearsago,insteadofbeingabedivilledwoman,tumblingabouttheworld,IwasasquietandrespectableawidowascouldbefoundinthecountyofLimerick。I hadanicelittlefarmatanaisyrint,horses,cows,pigs,andservants,and,whatwasbetterthanall,acoupleoffinesons,whowereahelpandcomforttome。Butmyblackdaywasnotfaroff。 Iwasamightycharitablewoman,andalwayswillingtogivetothebacahsandotherbeggarsthatcameabout。Everymorning,beforeI openedmydoor,IgotreadythealmswhichIintendedtogiveawayinthecourseofthedaytothosethatshouldaskforthem,andI madesogoodapreparationthat,thoughplentyofcripplesandotherunfortunateswanderingthroughtheworldcametomeeveryday,partofthealmswassuretoremainuponmyhandseverynightwhenIclosedmydoor。ThealmswhichIgaveawayconsistedofmeal;andIhadalwaysanumberofsmallmeasuresofmealstandingreadyonaboard,oneofwhichIusedtoemptyintothepokeofeverybacahorotherunfortunatewhousedtoplacehimselfatthesideofmydoorandcryout’AveMaria!’or’InthenameofGod!’ Well,onemorningIsatwithinmydoorspinning,withalittlebitofcolleenbesidemewhowaiteduponmeasservant。Mymeasuresofmealwereallreadyfortheunfortunateswhoshouldcome,filledwithallthemealinthehouse;fortherewasnomealinthehousesavewhatwasinthosemeasures—divilaparticle,thewholestockbeingexhausted;thoughbyeveningIexpectedplentymore,mytwosonsbeinggonetotheballybetagh,whichwassevenmilesdistant,forafreshsupply,andforotherthings。Well,Isatwithinmydoor,spinning,withmyservantbymysidetowaituponme,andmymeasuresofmealreadyfortheunfortunateswhomightcometoaskforalms。ThereIsat,quiteproud,andmorehappythanIhadeverfeltinmylifebefore;andtheunfortunatesbegantomaketheirappearance。Firstcameabacahoncrutches;thencameawomanwithawhiteswelling;thencameanindividualwhohadnothingatallthematterwithhim,andwasonlyapoorunfortunate,wanderingabouttheworld;thencameafarcake,(22)adarkman,whowasledaboutbyagossoon;afterhimasimpley,andafterthesimpletonsomebodyelseasmuchormoreunfortunate。Andastheafflictedpeoplearrivedandplacedthemselvesbythesideofthedoorandsaid’AveMary,’or’InthenameofGod,’orcrossedtheirarms,orlookeddownupontheground,eachaccordingtohispractice,Igotupandemptiedmymeasureofmealintohispoke,orwhateverhecarriedaboutwithhimforreceivingthealmswhichmightbegiventohim;andmymeasuresofmealbegantobeemptiedfast,foritseemedthatuponthatday,whenIhappenedtobeparticularlyshortofmeal,alltheunfortunatesinthecountyofLimerickhadconspiredtogethertocometoaskmeforalms。Atlasteverymeasureofmealwasemptied,andthereIsatinmyhousewithnothingtogiveawayprovidedanunfortunateshouldcome。SaysI tothecolleen:’WhatshallIdoprovidedanymorecome,forallthemealisgone,andtherewillbenomorebeforetheboyscomehomeatnightfromtheballybetagh。’Saysthecolleen:’Ifanymorecome,can’tyegivethemsomethingelse?’SaysI:’Ithasalwaysbeenmypracticetogiveinmeal,andlothshouldIbetoalterit;forifonceIbegintogiveawayotherthings,ImaygiveawayallIhave。’Saysthecolleen:’Let’shopenooneelsewillcome:therehavebeenthirteenofthemalready。’Scarcelyhadshesaidthesewords,whenamonstrouswoman,half—naked,andwithalongstaffinherhand,onthetopofwhichwasacross,madeherappearance;andplacingherselfrightbeforethedoor,criedoutsothatyoumighthaveheardherforamile,’GivemeanalmsforthegloryofGod!’’Goodwoman,’saysItoher,’youwillbekindenoughtoexcuseme:allthepreparationIhadmadeforalmshasbeengivenaway,forIhaverelievedthirteenunfortunatesthisblessedmorning—somaytheVirginhelpye,goodwoman!’’Givemeanalms,’saidtheBeanvore,withaloudervoicethanbefore,’oritwillbeworseforyou。’’Youmustexcuseme,goodmistress,’ saysI,’butIhavenomoremealinthehouse。Thosethirteenmeasureswhichyouseethereemptywerefullthismorning,forwhatwasinthemIhavegivenawaytounfortunates。SotheVirginandChildhelpyou。’’Doyouchoosetogivemeanalms?’sheshrieked,sothatyoumighthaveheardhertoLondonderry。’Ifyehavenomealgivemesomethingelse。’’Youmustexcuseme,goodlady,’ saysI:’itismycustomtogivealmsinmeal,andinnothingelse。Ihavenoneinthehousenow;butifyecomeonthemorrowyeshallhaveatriplemeasure。InthemeanwhilemaytheVirgin,Child,andtheHolyTrinityassistye!’Thereuponshelookedatmefixedlyforamoment,andthensaid,notinaloudvoice,butinalow,half—whisperedway,whichwastentimesmoredeadly:— \"’Biaidhantaifrionngansholasduitabheanshilach!’ Thenturningfromthedoorshewentawaywithlongstrides。Now,honey,canyetellmethemeaningofthosewords?\" \"Theymean,\"saidI,\"unlessIammuchmistaken:’MaytheMassnevercomfortye,youdirtyqueen!’\" \"Ochone!that’sthemaningofthem,sureenough。Theyarecrampedwords,butIguessedthatwasthemeaning,orsomethingofthekind。Well,afterhearingtheevilprayer,Isatforaminuteortwoquitestunned;atlengthrecoveringmyselfabitIsaidtothecolleen:’Getup,andrunafterthewomanandtellhertocomebackandcrosstheprayer。’Imeantbycrossingthatsheshouldcallitbackordosomethingthatwouldtakethevenomoutofit。 Well,thecolleenwasratherlothtogo,forshewasabitscaredherself,butonmybeseechingher,shegotupandranafterthewoman,andbeingratherswiftoffoot,atlast,thoughwithmuchdifficulty,overtookher,andbeggedhertocomebackandcrosstheprayer,butthedivilofawomanwoulddonosuchthing,andwhenthecolleenpersistedshetoldherthatifshedidn’tgoback,shewouldsayanevilprayeroverhertoo。Sothecolleenlefther,andcameback,cryingandfrighted。AlltherestofthedayI remainedsittingonthestoolspeechless,thinkingoftheprayerwhichthewomanhadsaid,andwishingIhadgivenhereverythingI hadintheworld,ratherthansheshouldhavesaidit。Atnightcamehometheboys,andfoundtheirmothersittingonthestool,likeonestupefied。’What’sthematterwithyou,mother?’theysaid。’Getupandhelpustounpack。Wehavebroughthomeplentyofthingsonthecar,andamongstothersawholebollofmeal。’ ’Youmightaswellhaveleftitbehindyou,’saidI;’thismorningasinglemeasureofmealwouldhavebeentomeofalltheassistanceintheworld,butIquestionnowifIshalleverwantmealagain。’Theyaskedmewhathadhappenedtome,andaftersometimeItoldthemhowamonstrouswomanhadbeentome,andhadsaidanevilprayeroverme,becausehavingnomealinthehouseIhadnotgivenheranalms。’Come,mother,’saidthey,’getupandhelpustounload!nevermindtheprayerofthemonstrouswoman—itisallnonsense。’Well,Igotupandhelpedthemtounload,andcookedthemabit,andsatdownwiththem,andtriedtobemerry,butfeltthatIwasnolongerthewomanthatIwas。ThenextdayI didn’tseemtocarewhatbecameofme,orhowmatterswenton,andthoughtherewasnowplentyofmealinthehouse,notameasuredidIfillwithittogiveawayintheshapeofalms;andwhenthebacahsandtheliprouswomen,andthedarkmen,andtheotherunfortunatesplacedthemselvesatthesideofthedoor,andgavemetounderstandthattheywantedalms,eachinhisorherparticularmanner,divilanalmsdidIgivethem,butletthemstandandtooknoheedofthem,sothatatlasttheytookthemselvesoff,grumblingandcursing。AndlittledidIcarefortheirgrumblingsandcursings。TwodaysbeforeIwouldn’thavehadanunfortunategrumbleatme,orcurseme,foralltherichesbelowthesun;butnowtheirgrumblingsandcursesdidn’tgivemetheslightestunasiness,forIhadanevilprayerspokenagainstmeintheShannaGaileybythemonstrouswoman,andIknewthatIwasblightedinthisworldandthenext。InalittletimeIceasedtopayanyheedtothefarmingbusiness,ortotheaffairsofthehouse,sothatmysonshadnocomfortintheirhome。AndItooktodrinkandinducedmyeldestsontotaketodrinktoo—myyoungestson,however,didnottaketodrink,butconductedhimselfwell,andtoiledandlabouredlikeahorseandoftenbeggedmeandhisbrothertoconsiderwhatwewereabout,andnottogooninawaywhichwouldbringusalltoruin,butIpaidnoregardtowhathesaid,andhisbrotherfollowedmyexample,sothatatlastseeingthingsweregettingworseeveryday,andthatweshouldsoonbeturnedoutofhouseandhome,fornorintwaspaid,everypennythatcouldbegotbeingconsumedinwaste,hebadeusfarewellandwentandlistedforasodger。Butifmatterswerebadenoughbeforehewentaway,theybecamemuchworseafter;fornowwhentheunfortunatescametothedoorforalms,insteadoflettingthemstandinpacetilltheyweretired,andtookthemselvesoff,Iwouldmockthemandpointatthem,andtwitthemwiththeirsoresandothermisfortunes,andnotunfrequentlyIwouldflingscaldingwateroverthem,whichwouldsendthemhowlingandhoningaway,tillatlasttherewasnotanunfortunatebutfearedtocomewithinamileofmydoor。MoreoverIbegantomisconductmyselfatchapel,moreespeciallyattheAifrionnorMass,fornosoonerwasthebellrung,andtheholycorpusraised,thanIwouldshoutandhoorah,andgotumblingandtopplingalongthefloorbeforetheholybody,asIjustnowtumbledalongtheroadbeforeyou,sothatthepeoplewerescandalized,andwouldtakemebytheshouldersandturnmeoutofdoors,andbegantotalkofduckingmeinthebog。Thepriestoftheparish,however,tookmypart,sayingthatIoughtnottobepersecuted,forthatIwasnotaccountableforwhatIdid,beingapossessedperson,andundertheinfluenceofdivils。’These,however,’saidhe,’I’llsooncastoutfromher,andthenthewomanwillbeaholycratur,muchbetterthansheeverwasbefore。’A verylearnedmanwasFatherHogan,especiallyincastingoutdivils,andaportly,good—lookingmantoo,onlyhehadalargerubiconnose,whichpeoplesaidhegotbymakingoverfreewiththecraturinsacret。Ihadoftenlookedatthenose,whenthedivilwasuponme,andfeltaninclinationtoseizeholdofit,justtoseehowitfelt。Well,hehadmetohishouseseveraltimes,andthereheputholyclothsuponme,andtiedholyimagestome,andreadtomeoutofholybooks,andsprinkledholywateroverme,andputquestionstome,andatlastwassoplasedwiththeanswersI